Oh boy...

177.2

I've been out of school for 2 weeks and I have put about 5 pounds back on.  OMG. That is so not OK! Yep that's what I get for ignoring my pts and eating what I want.  Ugh. I NEED to get back on program.  The next three weeks are going to be tough food wise, but all I can do is try right?  C'mon someone please give me the motivation/strength I need to get going on this journey AGAIN.

Weight taken June 18.


174.0

Down .2

Eh. Not so great, but I am not really trying either. I was so excited to go on summer break so that I could really rev up my weight loss and really concentrate on it, but all I am doing is SLACKING! I feel like I've lost my mind and just don't care.  Making the adjustment to being a SAHM has been interesting to say the least.  I have been kind of grumpy and down; not sure what its all about though.  Gotta figure it out and get back in gear!

Current Weight: Week Eleven

Weight taken on Fri June 11


174.2

Yep I knew I'd be up. I haven't really followed WW in about a week.  :(  Been a stressful week!

Ick...

I have had a rough few days with food.  Its kicking my butt and I have been in a downward spiral.  Ugh.  I have eaten way too much since Fri and I just can't get it back in control.  HELP!  I am NOT going to let food control me as it always does.  I am done with the crazy eating.  Time to get a hold of myself and get back on the wagon!!!

What a fun weekend!

And I am afraid its going to bite me in the ass come next Friday!  It's only Saturday night and I have been out to eat FOUR times since Friday afternoon.  I am really going to have to work my butt off to try and and lose or even maintain this week!  I am already anxious about and I don't weigh in for another 5 days! UGH.  I will need to exercise every day for the rest of the week to have any hope of losing.  All I can do is put my best foot forward and do my best.  I've got to remember the losing weight is a journey and not something that will happen easily or overnight, for that matter.

Current Weight: Week Ten

172.0

Maintained and am HAPPY about that! Usually when I lose a large amount of weight like I did last week, my body says "screw you" and I gain some back.

Humbled...

Wow! What a humbling night. I went shopping tonight for a dress to wear for tomorrow when DH and I go into Boston to see a show and get dinner to celebrate our 5 year wedding anniversary. I stood in front of the full length mirror in just my bra and undies as I was about to try on a dress and boy what have I done to myself? My eating habits have made me a whale.  I am only 5 feet tall so the extra weight I am carrying makes me look huge. I am so glad I am getting serious about weight loss to change my body so I can have one that I am proud of. Here's to the rest of my life, a little thinner with each new day!!!